Monday, May 22, 2006
stayed in the hospital for 2 nights - saturday & sunday, keeping my grandfather company. everytime when i feel like closing my eyes to rest, something just didn't allow me to. maybe God wants me to keep my eyes wide open to look at my grandfather for a few more times...? well, i guess He's right.
from last night till this morning (around 1am), i kept looking at my grandfather, seeing how my mum, uncle raymond and auntie nita take care of him. looking at my grandfather's critical condition, i felt really damn sad. at around 1.40am, i decided to go out to the louge to have some rest on the sofas. not long after, my mum woke me up. when i open my eyes, i saw aunty paulene and uncle jeff with very red eyes. at that point in time, i knew what had happened - "gong gong is gone", said my mum. i can't help it but to break down in tears. i immediately ran to his ward to see him for the last time. after much seeing and talking to him, we went to do all the necessary stuff before heading back home.
and now, i'm waiting for uncle raymond, auntie nita, aunty paulene and my mum to come home to pick me and my brother up to go to the union casket. sigh... ):
9:20 AM to be continued
JEANETTE KOH;
17 may 1992
fmss badminton
sjsm
my God is big, strong and mighty(:
CREDITS ;
Image; Getty Images, Google
Brushes; Various
Designer; Kimberly
DRIVE MY SOUL;
When you're gone,
Will i lose control?
You're the only road i know.
You show me where to go.
Who will drive my soul?
